Beginnings are random, Endings have reason.

Loveless nights, they seem so long I know that I’ll hold you someday. But till you come back where you belong It’s just another lonely Sunday.

My family is dirt trailer poor, and around this time last year I had a Lexus, living in a nice newly built home, and had a boyfriend that came home to me everyday.

This year it’s like I’ve lost everything and whatever I do I can’t hold on to it.

My Cinnamon Toast Crunch box says I’m a sweetie!

Shut your mouth and close the door
I wanna, watch you while you take it off
I’m gonna, take a blindfold put it on
And then I drop the letter to the floor
I said shut up!

Turning the lights out,
burnin’ the candles
And the mirrors gonna fog tonight!
Turning the lights out,
Tighten the handcuffs
And the mirrors gonna fog tonight!

My stiletto on your neck
until I, tie your hands above the bed,
you’re ‘bout to, but boy dont pull the trigger yet
nanana, I haven’t reloaded the clip
no matter


Squeeze hard, hold that pose
you know i like it do it sweetheart, im the boss
I’ll let you get close to it
Im gonna make tonight a show
oh oh oh
I’ll make your love grenade explode, nanana

Turning the lights out,
burnin’ the candles
And the mirrors gonna fog tonight!
Turning the lights out,
Tighten the handcuffs
And the mirrors gonna fog tonight!
Turning the lights out,
burnin’ the candles
And the mirrors gonna fog tonight!
Turning the lights out,
Tighten the handcuffs

And the mirrors gonna fog tonight!

sex, love, control, vanity
sex, love, control, vanity
sex, love, control, vanity
(and the mirrors gonna fog tonight)
sex, love, control, vanity
(and the mirrors gonna fog tonight)
sex, love, control, vanity
(and the mirrors gonna fog tonight)
sex, love, control, vanity
(the mirrors gonna fog tonight)
Vanity, vanity


Squeeze hard, hold that pose
You know I like it do it sweetheart, I’m the boss
I’ll let you get close to it
Im gonna make tonight a show
oh oh
I’ll make your love grenade explode, nanana

Turning the lights out,
burnin’ the candles
And the mirrors gonna fog tonight!
Turning the lights out,
Tighten the handcuffs
And the mirrors gonna fog tonight!
Turning the lights out,
burnin’ the candles
And the mirrors gonna fog tonight!
Turning the lights out,
Tighten the handcuffs
And the mirrors gonna fog tonight!
And the mirrors gonna fog tonight!

My first New Years Kiss from my first love my first everything. This certainly started off good, I can only hope that it will continue.